Eco-dilemma
Most of the problems I have are very modern and specific to the “bleeding-hearts with money” set.
Okay, I don’t really have much money. But the heart is a gusher.
My love of paper and frequent, pressing urges to buy it and use it in various forms are part of an unsustainable practice. I love magazines, I love print photos, and I love new, juicy pens (blue-black, from the japanese stationery store, oh yes). I love handwriting, drawing, and holding actual books in my hands. I like to cut out pictures from magazines and make covers of cd’s or collages with them. I give thank-you cards, thinking-of-you cards, and have engaged in multiple snail-mail style exchanges. I have stacks of books with journal entries from almost my entire life up in one of my lofts.
I am anti-Kindle for an unknown reason that resides in my old-fashioned heart. Oh yeah, IT IS UGLY and I VOLUNTEER AT A LIBRARY BOOKSTORE FOR CHRISSAKE.
I schedule everything in a paper planner (provided by my employer). This year, they messed up the order and everyone got their planner of choice except for me. For a brief, exciting moment, I contemplated going digital with my calendar. I could track due dates for bills, schedule activities, remind myself of things to do ALL ONLINE. But then the doubt crawled in. What if my iphone dies while I’m out and I need a time or something? Or I am not close to a computer? Then I neglect to do something that I am supposed to? Or I double book? I am an anxious person. This is the way my mind works. I’m not ready to organize my life electronically. Which is lame. I love technology!
So, my justification for my nostalgic, irrational behavior is that I am on a computer all day and, on occasion, in the evening and my eyes often feel like they won’t work anymore after a day of reading text on a screen. I use my iphone as an email/internet/text machine more than a phone and often stare at it while waiting for a bus, order, or a person. I get headaches after looking at a computer too long and often have to wear my glasses in an attempt to avoid my head-crushing fate.
So my solution for the very important (life is hard, waaah!) Planner Problem? Ecosystem is a line of blank books made from 100% post-consumer recycled paper. Way cuter than my institutional At-A-Glance planner. And you can customize it to fit your needs. I purchased the ecosystem advisor medium-sized weekly calendar, with a flexi-cover. It features a whole page of note paper to go with your week, which is cool to me because I take notes on stupid little things throughout the day. Check out the web site, too, because some of the features of the company and its products are pretty bad ass.
I got the watermelon color and it is pretty, pretty cute.

But, erm, yeah, you should totally do the right thing and organize your life electronically (or in your brain).
Girly Crush Alert
Former Black Panther, Kathleen Neal Cleaver.
Get out your big jewelry, turtlenecks, and shades (and your fist) and make things happen.





She’s Baaaaack.
I have more nonsense to spew and new photos to post from my steaming hot, but fun weekend in Paso Robles for my bff’s wedding. I am broke as a joke and nerding out just happens to be one of my favorite forms of No Money Fun. It is the internet’s lucky day!! Alas, it will have to wait until later today (tonight?) because I sometimes do this thing called work, which is totally boring but apparently necessary.
So . . . in the meantime, check out one of my favorite sites right now. Meet Jezebel (if you haven’t met her already). The writers on this site have a tendency to write out my thoughts. It’s creepy in a “SYNC!” way. But I am extremely self-absorbed, so you can see why I enjoy reading my thoughts in the mirror. And I’m not very articulate (okay: out of control) when trying to express why I want to crush Megan Fox’s useless brain, dislike most news anchors, and actually kind of like Rachel Zoe. And Jezebel articulates these types of things nicely without the off-putting attitude and frantic rants.
With that – until later, tiny humans.
p.s. if you are already on the jezebel tip, check out this AMAZING site telling us why feminism is evil. There are a lot of gems there, including this photo, which is labeled “The True Face of Feminism!” Oh-my-gosh, I am making THAT SAME FACE RIGHT NOW.

Hunk of the Day
Heeeeere’s Jack White!!
I might be the only one who finds him Smokin’ Creepy Hot, but I am okay with that.

Wondering and Wandering
I tell my dog she is pretty at least 15 times a day. I often wonder how that might affect a child.
I am kind of obsessed with saving/catching up on/getting ahead with money at the moment. I need this right now.
Sage.
Heart shaped pancakes.
Yogi kava tea.
French films.
New rad, holistic doctor (Dr. Dinenberg) who is covered by insurance and kind of inspiring (I don’t care if that sounds cheesy – he is really great).
New plan to leave the city to visit somewhere sunny and/or lovely at least once-a-month.
SF Vegan Drinks tomorrow!
Finally getting a California license.
Leisure this weekend!
Vintage dress shopping.
Haircut (desperately needed).
My friend also brought in an Elle spread of a model she thinks looks like me (except taller, prettier, more photogenic, with bigger lips – who also happens to be with Sean Lennon . . . flattering, but quite a stretch, hmm?). We do look more alike in the Elle photos, I suppose, which I cannot find online. I want to hang out with Yoko Ono!
Good night. Sleep tight, peanuts.
xoxo
When life gives you shit
Flush it.
Then, burn sage or nag champa (I am one of the few people I know who love nag champa).
Next, get a mani-pedi with Chanel’s new color from their Fall ‘09 Venice collection, Gondola.

Rent interesting films:
jean-luc godard’s Breathless
and
Lying (which I mostly picked in order to gawk at the scenery and the fashion)
Take nap.
Bubble bath.
Drink tea.
Start new.




